New Years of 2013

Year of 2013 is starting at midnight, though i doubt ill be able to stay up until then. if anything i just dont want to especially not for another year of disappointments. But ill be positive, Hyadain is an awsome group and ive been listening to them since 7pm along with a few ke$ha songs. Its been a habit to drink sparkling wine(grape juice) every new years and hang together, but since my mom left early this morning to spend new years out of town there is no one i can hang with and annoy or at least keeps me awake till midnight. Yet the song im listening to is making me tired rather than pumped like it usually does. ONE OK ROCK is an amazing group, yet i love their song "kazen kankaku dreamer" way more than any other song.
As for New Years resolutions i just want to be able to sleep properly and hopefully fix the anemia issue cause it pisses me off. I want to get a job and try to be a more confident me rather than being confident near friends and clam up near people who think im this awsome person. I wanna stop pitying myself, and once again i start the year with All Time Low's Weightless. Keeps me thinking of how the new year could get better. It usually does when i listen to it, this year was pretty good..didnt have all my friends with me but it was better than i thought. So Hope you all have a great year.

Final note: This is the year of the snake and my sis is gloating like crazy, tho 2019 will be my year so long time to wait...hmm lots of time for shenanigans and yaoi X3