Change in plans

My cousin had me marching a bit to understand how to march and how to prepare for it. we only..i only marched for a few minutes and i realized that giving others satisfaction isnt as important as satisfying my wants and needs. The pain in my legs and wobbly walk ill have for the day will keep me set on the truth that trying to please others isnt how i should do things, its about what i want to do with my own life and not something that pleases others. Im not going to do something for an  entire school year just so i can travel, i can do that when im older. im not going to deal with it cause i think it'll help someway in the future or it'll look good on a transcript for college or some mess my mom likes to say too make it look worth anything. Yet i find that my choices for my next year is rotc, and art as electives so imma change rotc probably, cause i want a lax year rather than one filled with constant stress or sore pains in the afternoon..I will now focus on my academics rather than such sports or traditions. Ill continue my uninteresting high school life, with the only sport played is bowling and studying.. and due to the fact that i have a blog my cuz is staring very scornfully at me...so yeh