Medicine is a Lie

Yesterday i took some dayquil cause i didnt want to use throat spray,and it didnt work. But if it did it helped me lose some hearing and the ability to taste,cause i took the dayquil again this morning expecting it to taste nasty and i barely tasted it. I like to have a cup of Camomile tea before bed, but i couldnt even drink it all halfway finished and i felt like throwing up . I was upset and I officially hate being sick, i will no longer be doing any extracurricular activity that requires you to do anything with your voice ,maintenance with it or anything of the sort. I do not want to go through it again.